For the first time in my life, I dreamt about you.

We hugged, didn't we?
And that feels like forever....

Hm, last night farewell was a bit depressing for me.
I walked out from there with a heavy rock hung on to my heart.
I felt like I wanted to cry... but nah, crying will only me more sad.

Yeah, at last... we reached the end of the semester.
Left with a pile of take home exam and assignments.
Good combination~

And... I dreamt about you last night.
In my dream, I hold your hand long.
It was raining, but you protected me from it.

Well, dream is not reality.
But still, it gives a clear desire of my heart seems like a reality.

Everything happened for a reason

I went to a conference with him today.
A really interesting conference, indeed.
Our lovely lecturer did make some important points and until now I'm still pro for nuclear as energy resources.

We talked a lot about our past relationship over some burgers in McD city. Very nice. The nicest double quarter pounder ever. And he just ordered a double cheese burger.
How.. nice. To make me less guilty, I didn't get to finish my burger.

I drank a glass of wine after the conference and felt very drunk afterwards. Which wasn't normal. So...He brought me to McD because I haven't had anything for lunch and dinner. A really sweet guy.

Anyway..... yeah, he started the relationship convo.
Suddenly he asked for my opinion to conclude and finish his "not-a-relationship" relations with the girl from work place.
This girl apparently thought of him in a romantic kind of way when he did not.
Yeah, that kind of thing always happened in life.

Then he mentioned his last relationship as well. A relationship that almost appear straight from those fairy tales kind of book. Well, that's the difference. It is not always happy ending in reality. And that exactly what happened with their relationship.

I shared some of my experiences to him as well...

And suddenly, just like a falling star, we got in front of my house. Time goes by so quick....
I really don't want this semester to be over *sob sob*.
Not with him going off somewhere...
I know I can't be this egois forever and I'll be faced with the reality soon.
What I hope is, that we can cherish everything that has happened. That our friendship won't turn sour. That everything will be great for both of us.

That's what we both believe.
That everything happened for a reason.
Cliche, but always true.

Weekend Recap

We skipped E's class last Thu. It was fun. I haven't had any chance to do that lately.
On our way home, he called his best friend and gave her a bit of info about things that she could've put in her essay.
He said those insight were from us both.
I was delightful to hear that.

Catched flu. Hopefully tomorrow I'll be far more better than today.
I feel a bit weak after late night Spidy 3. But hey, nothing gonna stop me to go and watch Zodiac tonight.

His lil sister got knocked out by a soccer ball. Hopefully she's fine....
I told him to give her a really big long beary-kind of hug.