11:47 at 18:26, forever

He fulfilled his promise to call me back.
That, clearly explains one of his characters.

We're gonna have fun tomorrow.

Ah, I haven't said thanks to him for yesterday picnic.
It was nice.
I haven't sat on the grass for a very long time.
We were looking at people passing by and time went by really quick.
The world feels like ours alone.

I don't want you to go.
Then you said you probably will be here.
But it's not endlessly, isn't it?

Nothing is forever.
And we don't have forever to wait.

We need something tangible.
We need to know it in a clean-cut way.
We both realise it.

Actually, thank you for accompanying me last night.
Without you, I would be walking alone.

Hey, although we don't have forever..., memories in our heart will live as long as we're alive.
That's forever in another way.

So, don't worry.
That goes to me as well....

We have forever.

Still, I don't know why I'm so afraid to lose you when you're not even mine...

Sweetest song

Every guy that comes in my life brings with them their very own sweetest song.
I don't have any rights to judge which one is better because every song contained different kind of memory and emotion. It wouldn't be fair if one is higher than the others.

This morning I'll meet him at school.
Funny how time goes by.
When a really important someone go to another place, even though they haven't yet gone, thinking about it always bring me to a mellow kind of state.

Last night, one of my best friends asked me, "What will you tell him if he confess that he loves you?"
Weirdly, I didn't answer that question directly.
I tried to say no.
But I couldn't.
In the end... the answer always comes back to a definite 'yes'.

Ah, anyway..
As fast as time goes by, I couldn't wait until we both finish our exams and assignments.
Then, only then, we can have our movie nite back to our routine.

Everything happened for a reason

I went to a conference with him today.
A really interesting conference, indeed.
Our lovely lecturer did make some important points and until now I'm still pro for nuclear as energy resources.

We talked a lot about our past relationship over some burgers in McD city. Very nice. The nicest double quarter pounder ever. And he just ordered a double cheese burger.
How.. nice. To make me less guilty, I didn't get to finish my burger.

I drank a glass of wine after the conference and felt very drunk afterwards. Which wasn't normal. So...He brought me to McD because I haven't had anything for lunch and dinner. A really sweet guy.

Anyway..... yeah, he started the relationship convo.
Suddenly he asked for my opinion to conclude and finish his "not-a-relationship" relations with the girl from work place.
This girl apparently thought of him in a romantic kind of way when he did not.
Yeah, that kind of thing always happened in life.

Then he mentioned his last relationship as well. A relationship that almost appear straight from those fairy tales kind of book. Well, that's the difference. It is not always happy ending in reality. And that exactly what happened with their relationship.

I shared some of my experiences to him as well...

And suddenly, just like a falling star, we got in front of my house. Time goes by so quick....
I really don't want this semester to be over *sob sob*.
Not with him going off somewhere...
I know I can't be this egois forever and I'll be faced with the reality soon.
What I hope is, that we can cherish everything that has happened. That our friendship won't turn sour. That everything will be great for both of us.

That's what we both believe.
That everything happened for a reason.
Cliche, but always true.

Zodiac

Zodiac was okay. Less than okay, actually.
But hey, I didn't expect something good out of it anyway.

Yesterday I was getting into TxT mood with him...

I really need to be careful.
This is not the time to easily fall into his arms.
I don't want it to be this quick.

I know the importance of process and goals....

Weekend Recap

We skipped E's class last Thu. It was fun. I haven't had any chance to do that lately.
On our way home, he called his best friend and gave her a bit of info about things that she could've put in her essay.
He said those insight were from us both.
I was delightful to hear that.

Catched flu. Hopefully tomorrow I'll be far more better than today.
I feel a bit weak after late night Spidy 3. But hey, nothing gonna stop me to go and watch Zodiac tonight.

His lil sister got knocked out by a soccer ball. Hopefully she's fine....
I told him to give her a really big long beary-kind of hug.

The whole world reminds me of you

This is a definite emotion.
Rather than have a thought about maritime terrorism and al-Qaedaism, I thought of him. And him only. And things.
Things that we can do together.
Tomorrow... tonight, things that might be happened yesterday.

Good chemistry between opposite gender is always a good thing to distract my concentration.

Today I scroll through my mobile's inbox. Was trying to find a clue about his positive feeling towards me. Har Har Har.

As if.

Well.
Who knows?
Mum approved him already.

Now it left to me and him.

Yet Another Guy

I… kinda fall for him.

And I don’t really realise when it started.
Except. When he put my jacket hood over my head. My heart started to feel a bit of tingling at that time.
Today when his feet touch mine, I felt another butterfly in my stomach.

I love those feelings.

Just wondering…

Why has God put him in my life?